Being home for Christmas reminds me of the awesome men I have in my life and how thankful I am for them. I LOVE THEM. and so, I decided to write about how much I love them. :)
NICK- HAPPY BIRTHDAY, today is his 17th Birthday :) I am so proud of him and all he has accomplished in just his 17 short years. Seriously. He is so talented, smart, and he is truly more than just a brother, he is a friend. My oldest and dearest. I miss him so much when we're apart. We have the best of times, and sometimes I want to kill him. I hope he likes my Christmas AND Birthday presents.. YES, I have to spend double $$$ on him this time of year.
DAD- oh, Dad. I think I'm more like him than my mom. People say I look more like him too.. He is one of the funniest people I know & I am so proud of him, too. He has so much on his plate all of the time. Seriously. I don't know how he does it.. but I know why. He loves his family & it is evident. I feel bad that life is stressful for him with basketball and school right now.. I hope it gets better. I love getting to see him all the time being home like this.
ERIK- My best friend. I love him so much, I can't explain it. I love being home and getting to see him. It is the best feeling in the world getting to see him so often. But I hate the fact that I have to even think about leaving him again. I hate being away from him. It is the worst feeling. And I know it will only get worse. If he really goes to school so far away next year, our time together will be few and far between, and I don't know how I'm going to be able to handle that. I keep telling myself NOT to think about that. But it is so hard. It is so hard. I am so SO SO thankful that he has come into my life this year. I never EVER want to be without him. Truly. God has blessed me 20 times over by putting Erik into my life.
Not all females my age can say that throughout their life they have been blessed with such great guys in their life. I am SO SO SO thankful to God for putting three amazing men in my life, starting with my Dad since I was born, to Nick at age 2, to the most recent being Erik about 7 months ago. I know all of these guys will be in my life forever. I do.
I LOVE YOU GUYS. and I can't say that enough. Thank you for everything you do for me every day.
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